I attempted to blog, it would have been a very long post; when I got to the end I decided that it would be put under the "Rant" category rather than the "Blog" category. Therefore this is going to be a short little post, almost exactly one year since my last post.

Oh so much has changed -- kinda

I'm pretty sure there are not too many people who read this which makes me feel more free to be open. Isn't it funny how easy it is to bare your soul to a total stranger and it can be like pulling teeth to tell someone you've grown up with the

same truth?

I like to think that so many different things have happened and I've accomplished so much in this last year, but realistically thats not the case. Saying that I am the same exact person now as I was a year ago would be a tragedy, but I am still Jordan. Same person, same body anyways, same brain, but my thinking has changed slightly, slightly

Wouldn't it be nice if we could start over knowing everything that we know right now. I would get all the answers right, I would know who would be my real friends and who I shouldn't even bother talking to. I could talk from the get-go and make my wants clear from the start. But knowing what I want and what I need are so very different. How can I possibly know what I need when I don't even have a clue of what I want.

"Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?"

you said it Avril.